I have this bad habit. Very bad. I fondle with the edge of clothes and suck my tongue at the same time.
It's very bad ๐ข๐ข.
When I was younger, as far back as I can remember, I used to sit at my mums leg, so I can fondle with the edge of her wrapper. Most times I do that till I sleep off and she allows me, other times she slaps the hell out of me to leave her cloth, then I cry and sleep off. As I was growing she tried different means to stop it, the usual Nigerian mother's style na, beating. But the beating stopped only the sucking, while I still fondle with clothes. Anyone who knows me closely will notice that the edges of my clothes are always rumpled, be it jeans, Ankara, cotton, chiffon. Any kind of material at all, as long as it has a thick edge, it will suffer in my hands๐ข๐ขโน๏ธ. I do it when I'm agitated, anxious, sad, shy, or absentminded. If I'm close to someone, I tend to get closer so that
My friends here chase me away from them now when we are gisting or sitting together, because their cloth go suffer ๐ข๐ข๐. I don't know how to stop it. It's becoming embarrassing walahi. Sometimes while sewing sef I pause, and start to fondle the clothes forgetting myself for minutes before I get myself again.. My case is bad แป. Help! ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ
Otรบ keee? Otu keee? ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐๐
That's Korean for 'what do i do?'
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