On procrastination 😢

At the beginning of this year, One of my targets for the year was learning a foreign language.. And I chose to learn hangul, that's Korean language.
I enrolled, even got an online tutor, but unseriousness will not allow me be great🤕🤕. Like my tutor doesn't want to get tired, and I feel bad. He's in my email box every Friday sending me new topics, telling me his experiences, giving assignments (iya nme 🙄🙄🙄), asking me for updates, but these days I don't even reply again. 😟😟.
His ezigbo mmadụness is now in vaịn.
Why so unserious? Is it because it's online? I wonder how people who study online do it, I find it so tiring.😟😢
I keep postponing and procrastinating on reading the materials..
Today I open it and say, I will read and practice it today🙊😎. Iya nme! 🙄🙄
The next minute I'm distracted and it is forgotten for days till I come across one of the language apps I downloaded again on my phone then I shout, heeeyyy🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️, not again😢😢!

This is already the ninth month, and I still can't make up to three sentences in the language I love.
My problem Now is, when I finally meet my Korean Oppa, or Chaebol, or Orabuchi, how do we converse in hangul about our marriage plans 😟😭😭😢, aside telling them 'kan sa mi da', or 'anya ese yho' 🙄.. How will I do it? 😭😭😭. I've learnt ::'saran nyee'. That's I love you 😍😍😍

Procrastination is a disease ọ. Don't be like me 🤕🤕.

Ps- see my crush below.. Who wouldn't learn the language for this one? Eh? Tell me 😍😍😍😍